I Me & MIne

 

Today I am going to talk about me, I had talked about  many things in the past but today I am going to talk about me, I and mine, all and everything. Do you know that  “I” add itself in everything, I means me, me means a person who is reading this I am talking about me, I am talking with myself now, you know what happens when I watch movies, or why I love movies and entertainments and many useless things, sometimes I create unnecessary problems for myself and sometimes I make myself over confident but one thing about me is that I have been doing a lot for me but a never feel satisfied with what I have done in my life, wow , like you are spending whole day in kitchen making food for yourself you eat that food but never feel satisfied with that, want to eat more and create a memory about it’s delight and then getting hungry  for it again and comparing that day’s food with every single day I ate other dishes, how stupid every day is same but I compare everything with past, it’s me it’s “I”. There are many thing about me that even I don’t know what they are and why they are because I am lonely and I am alone, so in loneliness what people do? They try to entertain themselves and they try to catch someone else to entertain them , they try hard to find a good partner to cover their loneliness and I try hard and hard to cover my loneliness and if all this doesn’t happen I create a clone that I think that clone in the cause of every problem In me, I can see this,, The programming of this clown get stronger day by day and then I think why many negative thoughts come in my mind, I can’t control them, I try to control then , and as I said before I am never satisfied with myself and I always wants to be something and something ,  I try hard to convert myself and in that conversation conflict happen, why conflict happens? Because I try to convert my clown, I tell myself that we will do it and be great, than I try hard to convert someone who is not there, I try to convert no one but really is that if  I want to change I have to change “me” .

Other thing is do you know why I love movies, entertainment and many other things like songs, because whenever I heard or watch one, I add myself with them, this is my super power I can use this in many things It is my imagination I call this or society called this add human imagination, and I do it right I add myself with movies dramas songs and that’s how I created my own world, you can say that “I” is the god because “I” is the one who create the world and “I” change it every single day every single moment , you see how powerful “I” am. Now the question is why I created my clown, it’s because “I” am lonely, I have many people with me but they are lonely too, and that’s why “I” create my clown, so I try to hide my loneliness and run from it “I” don’t want to face it because if I will face something it will fade away because I am god if I see something it will fade away, if I face my fear, it will fade away but I creates many problems, “I” run away when I see my fear, “I” always try to be something because I want to keep myself busy I don’t want to see me because I am afraid of myself, and in achieving everything and to becoming many things I die, my body leave me, and I never become my real self because I always try to run away, if I will sit silently and see myself “I” will say what you are doing, do something for the society “BE something” I don’t know why “I” want to be something when I don’t know who “i Am” now?

You know what happens when I see myself totally, I fade away I become immortal I become peaceful I have seen myself now I become satisfied because now I am universe and the universe is me than every work I do every breathe I take it become breath of the universe and I get everything, in that situation I can walk into waters, I can talk with anyone without device and many things I can do.

I become peaceful and I become god.

This “I” is all of us and we are always trying to run away from ourselves and that’s why we never see who we are.

It was a bit complicated but you can understand your "I" .

thanks .